I DON'T CARE!!!

So tonight I got a call from Jason. Who is Jason you ask? Well that's a REALLY good question. Who is Jason? I sure didn't know, so I asked him. Well he's Pete's (Amanda's fiance) best man. Oooookaaay. Why was he calling me? And how in the hell did he get my phone number??? Oh, well he got an email from Amanda where she gave 10 perfect strangers my phone number and didn't even have the decency to ask me! What the HELL? Well it's not Jason's fault that Amanda is crazy so I decide to be polite. Jason wants to know when I would be available for the stagette party because he's trying to make sure the stag and stagette party are on the same weekend. No one said anything to me about going to a stagette. And besides, it's February. The freakin' wedding isn't until September!!! The last day of September. Well tentatively what does my schedule look like? Hmmm... Jason since I will still be a student next September it will probably be full of paper writing. Since I wasn't planning on going to any stupid stagette party or spending the night before the wedding with Amanda I don't really care. Maybe that makes me a bad sister-in-law or a bad bridesmaid or a bad person. But she was rude enough to let me know that I wasn't first choice and that really she didn't want me in her wedding. Which was fine by me. I'm a place holder. Like a zero. I don't think that should require me to do any more than put on the ugly dress and walk down the aisle while trying to pretend to cry when really I'm trying not to laugh. I'm sorry, but they're doing a "Rose Ceremony". They might as well write cowboy poetry to one another and recite it to the beat of an Afrian drum. They're missing family dinner because it is the anniversary of the day Pete proposed. Who cares? If you celebrate that you might as well celebrate the first hair cut after the proposal, the first time you brushed your teeth after the proposal, the first time you wore orange.... No I'm not angry at all. Not only do we get screwed out of everything because Amanda's a whiny baby and will use you to get whatever she wants, it always freakin' works!!! ARGH!!!

Wow that was really therapeutic. I feel better now.